Here come the beginning of the goodbyes...

(I can already tell that I'm going to be horrible at this blog thing!  Yikes, over a month has passed since I posted anything and as of right now, I'm the only one who knows about this blog! Hahahaha!)

Yesterday was such a bittersweet day for me, it was my last day of work at Sutter Davis Hospital in the Birthing Center.  The place that took a chance on a brand new, right out of nursing school, nurse who cried in her interview!  It has been such an amazing place to start my career as a nurse.  I have had the best coworkers in the world, both on nightshift and dayshift.  I don't know if they will ever know how much I care about them and love them.  I don't know if I really understand how much I'm going to miss them!  When you work 12 hour shifts with people, they become your family!  Especially on night shift, you have to learn to trust these people completely!  They had my back, I had there's and we could get through anything together!  Even if some nights (and lately days) it was all we could do just to get through the chaos of the shift without loosing our minds, seriously hurting ourselves or our patients and walking out the door and never coming back!  Hey, we are the best place to give birth the whole wide world so we are a very busy place! 

I love how we do birth, I love how we take care of our patients and I love our patients.  It will feel really weird to not be working with laboring moms and their babies anymore.  Its all I know and I will really miss it!  Maybe God will bring me back there someday, if He does...awesome!  I miss you guys already!

So, the goodbyes have started.  Its sad and exciting all at the same time.  I have to say goodbye before I can move forward with what God has for me.  So, forgive the tears that are inevitable, I'm an emotional person.  I cry at toilet paper commercials...just that one time but, still it happened! LOL! Just hug me and pray for me.

21 days, 17 hours, 36 minutes and 23 seconds.....